I've seen him twice this week and now I'm confused.
What does he want?
It's not just sex.
It's intellect and conversation and sex.
It's not straight Dom/sub either.
I don't know what he wants and what I want probably depends on what he wants. Because, pleaser, right?
I think I started off assuming it was sex and D/s. Or D/s and sex. I think that's what I was offering, assuming that's what he wants.
It's more. Or less.
Fuck I don't know.
At times like this I'm always reminded of the Brett Easton Ellis quote from Less Than Zero:
ReplyDelete"But this road doesn't go anywhere."
"That doesn't matter...
"What does..."
"Just that we're on it, dude."
I'm definitely enjoying the road.
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