Thursday, 14 January 2016


I've seen him twice this week and now I'm confused.

What does he want?

It's not just sex.

It's intellect and conversation and sex.

It's not straight Dom/sub either.

I don't know what he wants and what I want probably depends on what he wants. Because, pleaser, right?

I think I started off assuming it was sex and D/s. Or D/s and sex. I think that's what I was offering, assuming that's what he wants.

It's more. Or less.

Fuck I don't know.


  1. At times like this I'm always reminded of the Brett Easton Ellis quote from Less Than Zero:

    "But this road doesn't go anywhere."
    "That doesn't matter...
    "What does..."
    "Just that we're on it, dude."

  2. I'm definitely enjoying the road.